You won't be able to ignore them for long. Besides, what could you do, ignore the rhymes? That is a strategy that won't work for you in the long run, my dear fellow. You're going to suffer.
Becoming attached makes you stronger. And the rate you're going, nobody will trust you to give you the information you need to keep them safe. You're doing a fine job at taking the pistol and shooting yourself in the foot.
Trust me, you're not. And professional relationships only go so far. You're sitting here blind as a bat. No wonder that vampire keeps moving in to poke at you.
I'm not saying to trust everyone you meet, or anything. I don't. But there's a difference between courtesy and simply being kind.
Everyone does, to an extent. But you...you have let it stifle you to the point where you're terrified of letting anyone near in the case your supposed presence may allow them to come to harm.
[He squeezes his hand.]
That's why you sent your scientist friend away instantly after that one case, didn't you? You care deeply, but you would rather yourself suffocate than let others experience the harm.
[And now he's just going to reach out to grab him by the necktie and yank it down, hard.]
It doesn't matter who was really the Reaper. In your eyes, the shadows that followed you...the Reaper was you. Even though you knew you never did those dark deeds, you decided to take on the mantle anyways because you thought it was your due duty to London. And then, to seal the deal, you pushed yourself away from society without allowing yourself kindness or friendship out of your fear that you'd put more people at risk.
[He's still smiling, but his eyebrows are furrowed together.]
The time has come for you to stop playing the monster to yourself, Van Zieks. The Reaper is dead. There's no need for your shadows to be here. Let's step out towards the light, shall we?
You are wrong, and once again, you are speaking with unearned confidence about things you do not understand. Do you have any idea why I stepped away from the courts for the last few years?
You claim I thought myself the Reaper? Do you think me so foolish? I knew that, whoever it was, they would not act if I did not stand in court. I was tired. I could not live with that spectre hanging over my bench.
I stepped away so that I might press my full attention into finding the Reaper so that I might unmask them.
I'm not saying...ugh! Metaphorically, you dunce! Of course you didn't kill people as the Reaper! Of course you weren't behind those crimes! But I hardly think you were like this ten years ago before you stepped into the role against your rill! Were you? Were you? Come on, tell me.
Because at some point in the past, you weren't this stubborn, rigid person unwilling to let yourself be close. And then it changed. And you know why, exactly, it changed.
Oh, come now, let me spark your memory. Inspector Gregson, looking more jolly than I had ever seen him. You, ten years younger, bright-eyed, smiling. And...well. I hardly need to tell you who the third person was.
That young man in that picture was a far cry from the sullen person I see before me today.
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Come now, Van Zieks. You're a human being. Opening up yourself isn't as hard as you're making it out to be.
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I have been kept abreast of most things. I do not need to make friends with people to maintain professional relationships.
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I'm not saying to trust everyone you meet, or anything. I don't. But there's a difference between courtesy and simply being kind.
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[Or shut up already!!!]
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[sorry he is just]
[going to go up and take his hand and just. hold it gently.]
I'm a great detective, who can see to the heart of a matter in an instant. Look at me. I'm sure.
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What are you trying to say?
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[but he's just nodding]
...Are you afraid to lose people you care about, my dear fellow?
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Isn't that normal? Doesn't everyone fear that?
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[He squeezes his hand.]
That's why you sent your scientist friend away instantly after that one case, didn't you? You care deeply, but you would rather yourself suffocate than let others experience the harm.
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That is not why I did that and you should full well know it. I was keeping him out of the Reaper's grasp. To have done anything less would be foolish.
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It doesn't matter who was really the Reaper. In your eyes, the shadows that followed you...the Reaper was you. Even though you knew you never did those dark deeds, you decided to take on the mantle anyways because you thought it was your due duty to London. And then, to seal the deal, you pushed yourself away from society without allowing yourself kindness or friendship out of your fear that you'd put more people at risk.
[He's still smiling, but his eyebrows are furrowed together.]
The time has come for you to stop playing the monster to yourself, Van Zieks. The Reaper is dead. There's no need for your shadows to be here. Let's step out towards the light, shall we?
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You are wrong, and once again, you are speaking with unearned confidence about things you do not understand. Do you have any idea why I stepped away from the courts for the last few years?
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sholmes: OH ITS TIME TO RATSHAKE THIS FOOL]
Ohh? Enlighten me. Tell me. What was the reason? To take care of your precious wine stash, is that it? No?
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I stepped away so that I might press my full attention into finding the Reaper so that I might unmask them.
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What were you like then, hm?
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I hardly see how that's relevant.
[HOW.]
will not rill WOW
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[MAYBE I WAS ALWAYS THIS GOTH.]
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Was there, or was there not a certain photo displayed ever so prominently in Inspector Gregson's office?
[you know]
[the one with the baby version of you]
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I don't recall.
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That young man in that picture was a far cry from the sullen person I see before me today.
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