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[personal profile] yueshen 2021-10-05 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
...I have thought perhaps so, but...

[ xie lian frowns down at his hands. ]

...The idea of "resolving a conflict" - I think that is beyond the will of a Ghost King. Even if it is violence begetting violence, it still resolves in peace. It is entirely possible that we do not know the motivations of why we are truly here, even now, but...

...I think I would have seen him, today. If he was here. [ xie lian's expression tightens, a little, mouth drawing into a line. ] He likes to taunt me.
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[personal profile] yueshen 2021-10-05 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
....I don't know.

[ and that, perhaps, is the worst part. xie lian has no idea why the white no face chose him as a target. ] I barely even know what he is. I've never seen his face behind his mask - the only face he ever showed me was my own.

Beings like that only want death and destruction. And I... want the opposite. I wanted to save people. I suppose that could be why.

[ but even that feels flimsy. it's frustrating, to xie lian, and comes with a crippling amount of emotion - a fierce anger he's even now barely used to feeling, sadness, guilt. san lang curls a little closer to him. protective. ]
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[personal profile] yueshen 2021-10-05 11:24 am (UTC)(link)
[ these are such encouraging words. xie lian smiles a little, now, some of the frustration on his face fading, though.. it's not quite as bright as his usual warmth. ]

...Thank you, Mr. Sholmes.

[ but how does xie lian tell him that he's already lost? ]

I think most would say that I am simply very stubborn - so, I appreciate your faith in me.