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[personal profile] yueshen 2021-10-24 03:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the tease does get the corner of his mouth to lift, a little bit more, but he glances back down at san lang in his lap, stroking his ears. ]

...I am glad to hear that. If nothing else - I would hope people could find solace in me.

[ ... since they didn't, for so long. since they haven't. it's hard for xie lian to feel like he deserves it - especially right now. ]
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[personal profile] yueshen 2021-10-24 03:45 pm (UTC)(link)
...I don't think there is much solace to be found this evening, Mr. Sholmes.

[ not for him, anyway. too compassionate. heartbroken, from the events of the trial. ]
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[personal profile] yueshen 2021-10-24 04:06 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he's quiet for a little longer, reflecting on that - staring up at the beautiful desert stars, as if lost in thought.

and then, eventually: ]


...I wanted to catch the other killer more than anything.
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[personal profile] yueshen 2021-10-24 04:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Unmeasurably so.

[ there's a little anger, there, buried. ] I still - even now, I have so many questions. Why fight and leave him uninjured? Why kill him in such a cruel way, the separation - but at the same time, why leave Susato? I am beyond relieved that she is safe, but even still, I don't - I can't even begin to understand.

To leave such an obvious footprint, too but no other obvious evidence - no injuries, no recognizable hurt - except for that note, supposedly the most important piece.
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[personal profile] yueshen 2021-10-24 04:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I wonder if it was fake.

[ the footprint, anyway. which is equally disheartening. ]