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[personal profile] allyship 2021-11-07 05:15 am (UTC)(link)
It was. I have no idea how that particular power works, but I presume she could create it with certain... properties. She kept writing her letters until it finally knocked me out.

[rochalizo is a weak-hearted bitch who agreed to eat the suspicious magic cake of his intended victim.]

... I don't intend to fight. It may be selfish to place my death on someone else's hands, but killing one friend is enough for me. I won't run away from the consequences of my actions, either.
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[personal profile] allyship 2021-11-07 05:50 am (UTC)(link)
[sometimes you just get guilt-tripped! granted, susato didn't have to try very hard.]

... There are things more terrifying than death, I think.
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[personal profile] allyship 2021-11-07 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
Failing the people around me, for one.
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[personal profile] allyship 2021-11-07 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
[...]

I told you before. I'm a greedy person—if I could hold onto everything I care about, I wanted to do just that.

That I didn't is my weakness.
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[personal profile] allyship 2021-11-07 06:15 am (UTC)(link)
... She probably would.

[he manages a faint, sad smile at that. (and it's strange, to be told that he has done enough. not that he's a failure.) for all of his self-loathing, he can't ignore all that susato has said and done.]

In any case... I've never really expected a long, careful life. Perhaps it doesn't suit me. So while I may not particularly wish to die—especially not as a pawn of these angels—the thought of it isn't that frightening either.
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[personal profile] allyship 2021-11-07 05:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[he tilts his head.]

I'm not trying to destroy myself. But my family is a military one and I was to be sent off to war, so it's not like I was raised to expect peace. And I've been told I take more risks than necessary, so this is just another one, in a way.

[to gamble on there being life after death, or that everyone will be saved in the end.]